Shame Unmasked: The Hidden Force Steering Your Thoughts and Emotions

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Hey everyone, In today's post I want to talk about an important emotion that we all experience at some point or another: SHAME!

It's that uncomfortable, embarrassing, guilty feeling we get when we've done something wrong or when others make us feel bad about ourselves or a situation. It's a pretty heavy emotion, but it's something we all have to deal with in our lives, and in the case of child abuse, victims deal with it every dam day!

It involves a deep feeling of unworthiness or humiliation, often accompanied by a desire to hide or withdraw from others like they have done something wrong against society's standards or expectations. 

Shame is indeed an emotion, it manifests as a feeling within us.

Whether you are struggling with shame yourself or are interested in understanding it better, this post aims to provide valuable insights and guidance on navigating this challenging emotional landscape.

Hidden Powers and Purposes of Feelings (Revealed)

Without emotions, we cannot feel good or bad in our lives. Consider this: 

To truly appreciate happiness, we must first understand the depths of sadness. To truly understand the positive, we must first feel the negative.

This just reminding me of  Ed Shreen Song "Passenger" which beautifully illustrates the importance of understanding and learning from our emotions and feelings.

Emotions are actually chemicals released in response to our interpretation of a specific trigger. Once an emotion is generated, feelings arise in our body.

The Roots of Shame: Uncovering the Hidden Factors

Shame can arise from both inside us, like our own beliefs and values, and outside us, like what society expects and how it judges us. 

Shame can be triggered by various factors, including:

Social Norms and Expectations: When the individual believe that they have failed to meet societal or cultural standards of behavior, appearance, or achievement, they may experience shame. 

Example: 

Experiencing judgment from peers for choosing to pursue a non-traditional hobby or career path, creates feelings of judgment, shame, and hesitation in disclosing it proudly in social settings.

Feeling scared and embarrassed when a parent hurts you, but you don't tell anyone because you're worried about what people might think if they find out.

Feeling shameful, coming from a middle-class family, among rich-class fellows. Due to shame emotion, one may feel embarrassed, and uncomfortable, resulting in low self-esteem.

Criticism and Rejection: Being criticized, rejected, or ridiculed by others, whether directly or indirectly, can trigger feelings of shame and inadequacy. basically, these judgments are like a harsh spotlight on our faults and weaknesses, and they can really mess with our self-confidence.

Example: 

Feeling ashamed and inadequate after receiving a rejection letter from a job application, a person may feel shame discussing this topic, leading to self-doubt about their abilities and worth.

Feeling Ashamed of love rejection may lead to a generalized opinion that love is not good a feeling or should not proposed first.

 

Comparisons: Comparing oneself unfavorably to others, particularly in terms of achievements, possessions, appearance, and family status, parent’s work profiles etc. can lead to feelings of inferiority and shame.

Example:

Sneha scrolling through social media, and sees a post from a friend who just got promoted at work, bought a new house, or went on a glamorous vacation, and suddenly, she starts feeling like she is not successful enough, not good enough, or not attractive enough. She starts thinking, "Why can't I have that? Why am I not as successful/attractive/happy as they are?"

These comparisons can be a real killer for your self-esteem and can easily lead to feelings of inadequacy, insecurity, and Shame.

Mistakes and Failures: Making mistakes or experiencing failures can evoke feelings of shame, especially if individuals believe they should have been able to prevent or avoid them.

Example:

Feeling ashamed and disappointed after receiving a poor grade on a test, leading to judgmental shame by others, self-doubt, and questioning own abilities.

Experiencing shame after failing a driving test, leads to a feeling of inadequacy and self-blame for not performing better and sometimes person gives up trying again or avoid such topic discussion due to shame.

Trauma and Childhood Abuse: Trauma and abuse can cause long-lasting scars, both physical and emotional. One of the worst things that can happen after abuse is the victim feeling ashamed like the abuse was their fault.

This is a huge problem in our society, where people who commit horrible acts are protected, and their victims are blamed and disbelieved. This backward system keeps people from coming forward and speaking out about their abuse. This vicious cycle of silence and self-blame keeps victims stuck in shame and self-loathing, making it harder for them to heal and move forward. We need to stop protecting abusers and shaming victims. We need to support victims and hold abusers accountable.

Perceived Inadequacy: Childhood trauma and abuse may lead to a feeling of inadequacy or "not good enough" in various areas of the life of a victim, such as relationships, work, or personal accomplishments, which can trigger shame.

Example:

Imagine Priya, haunted by childhood abuse. Though she's ace at school, she still feels not good enough. At work, even when she is efficient, doubts cloud her confidence. In relationships, she's always tries to seek approval, scared of being rejected because she perceives herself as inadequate. Every stumble brings a flood of shame, a reminder of old hurts.

Guilt and Self-Blame: Feeling guilty about past actions or choices, particularly if they have hurt others, can lead to shame, especially if individuals internalize the belief that they are inherently flawed or unworthy.

Cultural and Religious Beliefs: Cultural and religious beliefs about morality, purity, and propriety can contribute to feelings of shame when individuals perceive themselves as falling short of these ideals. 

Understanding these triggers can help individuals identify and address the underlying sources of shame and develop healthier coping mechanisms.

Understanding the Impact of Childhood Sexual Abuse

Child abuse can exacerbate feelings of shame in various ways, often intertwining with societal expectations and judgments:

Societal Expectations of Family Dynamics: Society often promotes an idealized image of the family unit, emphasizing love, care, and support. When a child experiences abuse within their family, it contradicts these societal expectations, leading to a sense of shame. The child may feel ashamed of their family situation and fear judgment from others if they reveal the abuse.

Judgment from Others: Children who experience abuse may also face judgment from others if they disclose their experiences. Society may blame or stigmatize the child or their family, leading to feelings of shame and isolation. This fear of judgment can prevent children from seeking help or speaking out about the abuse, further exacerbating their sense of shame.

Internalization of Blame: Children who are abused may internalize feelings of guilt and blame, believing that they are somehow responsible for the abuse. This internalized shame can be reinforced by societal attitudes that blame victims for their experiences. As a result, abused children may struggle with feelings of shame and self-loathing, believing that they are unworthy or deserving of the abuse they endured.

In short, societal expectations and judgments can intersect with experiences of child abuse, exacerbating feelings of shame and preventing children from seeking help or speaking out about their experiences. It's crucial for society to challenge harmful attitudes and stereotypes surrounding child abuse and provide support and resources for affected individuals to overcome feelings of shame and heal from their trauma.

In adulthood, survivors of childhood sexual abuse may continue to grapple with shame, which can manifest in various ways in their life.

They may struggle with intimacy, have difficulty expressing their emotions, or experience feelings of inadequacy in different areas of their lives, such as work, relationships, and self-image.

Conquer Shame: Strategies for Overcoming Self-Judgment and Building Confidence

Overcoming shame caused by the actions of others can be challenging, but there are several techniques that may help:

Recognize the Source: Understand that the shame you're feeling is a result of someone else's actions or words, not a reflection of your worth or identity. Recognizing the source of the shame can help you separate yourself from it and prevent it from defining you. A colleague's public criticism can cause you to feel ashamed, but recognizing the source of this shame as a colleague's behavior, rather than a personal flaw, can help you maintain self-worth.

Set Boundaries: Establish clear boundaries with the person who triggered your feelings of shame. Communicate assertively about how their actions or words affected you and what behaviors are unacceptable to you in the future. Setting boundaries can help protect your self-esteem and prevent similar incidents from occurring.

Practice Self-Compassion: Treat yourself with kindness and understanding, acknowledging that you're experiencing a difficult emotion as a result of someone else's actions. Practice self-compassion by offering yourself the same empathy and support that you would offer to a friend in a similar situation.

Write a letter by addressing yourself as if you are writing to a dear friend. Acknowledge a specific situation or challenge you're currently facing that is causing you distress. Describe the situation briefly but with enough detail to clarify it in your mind. Offer words of kindness and encouragement to yourself. Imagine what you would say to a friend who is going through something similar. Be gentle and supportive. once you've completed writing the letter, read it aloud to yourself. Pay attention to the emotions that arise as you read each sentence. Notice any shifts in how you feel towards yourself. Allow yourself to receive the kindness and compassion you've expressed in the letter.

Challenge Negative Thoughts: Challenge any negative beliefs or thoughts about yourself that arise as a result of the other person's actions. Remind yourself of your inherent worth and strengths, and question the validity of any beliefs that suggest otherwise. Technique 2

Focus on What You Can Control: Shift your focus away from the actions of the other person and toward what you can control in the situation. This might include how you choose to respond, how you take care of yourself, and how you set boundaries to protect your well-being. Technique 1

Seek Support: Reach out to trusted friends, family members, or a therapist for support and validation. Sharing your experiences with others who can offer empathy and understanding can help alleviate feelings of shame and isolation.

Practice Forgiveness: Consider practicing forgiveness as a way to release yourself from the grip of shame and resentment. This doesn't necessarily mean condoning or excusing the other person's actions, but rather freeing yourself from the emotional burden of holding onto anger and bitterness.

Focus on Personal Growth: Use the experience as an opportunity for personal growth and learning. Reflect on what you can learn from the situation and how you can emerge stronger and more resilient as a result.

Remember that overcoming shame caused by others' actions is a process that takes time and self-compassion. Be patient with yourself and allow yourself to heal at your own pace. Healing from the deep-rooted shame caused by childhood abuse can seem impossible, but with patience and self-compassion, you can learn to see yourself through different eyes

You are not defined by your past experiences or the words of others!